Tuesday, August 31, 2010

It happened, my blog disappeared into the void; the not updated blogsphere. But I have a break at uni for the next 30 minutes and am back! At least temporarily. I am sitting in the architecture library, happy with my purchase of a playsuit. I have not had the pleasure of owning a playsuit before so this is a big moment in my life. It is the eve of Spring and I am ready for the sun to come out so I can frolic in the fields of Springtime daisies and violets and pick strawberries and do all manner of delightful things. All of this is possible now that I have a playsuit of my very own. I also cannot afford said playsuit, but that does not matter.

In other news, I have become completely disenchanted by my university degree. But I'm going to get one, I would rather endure one more painful year than to have waisted the last painful two. And then my current plan is to become a teacher. These life plans of mine change almost weekly. But this one looks like it could work, and I can spend my time figuring out what sort of teacher I want to be. I don't mean what subjects I would teach, just what sort of teacher I will be. Will I be quiet and cute and no kid will piss me off or make me angry? No they don't exist, they get walked all over. Maybe I will be the 'cool' type, like my Year 9 science teacher, who everybody respected because she was young and with it. No, I couldn't stand that woman. Maybe I will be the totally disenchanted fuck-the-education-system-I-would-much-rather-be-home-drunk type like several teachers I have had. Most likely this will be my calling, as my sarcastic and bleak view of the world always ends up dominating, no matter how much I try to stop it.